orkut-chirkut..

well.. first of all.. y tht title..orkut-chirkut.. i myself donno..

255!! frnds!! huhhh.. oh..really.. okz.. so thts the number of my "frnds" on orkut!
really??? gr8!
yup.. bt thn the definition of "a friend" has to change.. :-) u knw.. in order to call them my "frnds"
Many people around us.. we call thm frnds.. was jst going thr' orkut frnd list.. thinking of all those whose names r thr in the list.. n realized.. "frnds" r actually.. 1 or 2 in number.. thn whts ths number, 255?
who r all those remaining ppl for me?
colleagues?? k.. few r../ were..
roomies!?!? well.. donno..
classmates?? ya.. most of thm..
net frnd!?!?.. hmm..complicated Que.. ll handle (answer) it wth care ;-)
wht else?? ?? ?? i guess tht covers all the ways thr' which a person can enter ur life.. can become a frnd ( OR not become a frnd OR become an enemy ) n may later be an inseperable part of ur life.. so enough to consider those stated above.. thts all..
so r'nt they my frnds?
my colleagues?? well.. they weren't my frnds.. a frnd becoming a colleague.. fine for me.. a colleague turned into frnd.. tht has never happened wth me till date.. so they r out of Que..
rommies!! hehe.. thrs a saying in sanskrit.. "atiparichayat-avadnya" tht one holds here in my case.. i cud never ever b frndly wth my roomies.. here too.. a frnd turned into roomie.. yup.. works.. bt a roomie turned into frnd... tht too never happened.. it didnt happen whn i was in blore.. now here in IIT too its nt the case.. so no Q thn..

a classmate.. we used to study together, we njoyed every moment during school / college days.. we shared happy / sad moments during those days.. we supported each other.. blah..blah..
yup..thts wht a frndship is.. rght..
okz.. so they "are" my "friends"! hmm..
but..
if i need their support now, will they be thr? if i wanna share happy (forget sad) moments of my life, will they b thr?
m trying to find answers to these Que..
for tht, i need to ask myself the same Que.. i.e. as if they r asking me ths Q.. will i support thm now? will i b the one wth whom they can share thr feelings now??
for a small class of ppl, i feel nop.. i wont b thr for thm as i used to b while in college / school.. one reason cud b.. things change.. people change.. we both are / one of us is no longer the same.. so it wont work tht way now.. thn again, y am i calling thm my frnds?? i donno..
bt for most of thm.. i feel yes.. now also i will support thm.. ll b thr for thm.. bt thn i become sad seeing tht they no longer think so.. n thn i try n search for the "could-be" reasons.. bt i don find any..
the only reasons i can think of are..
1. they hav a misunderstanding tht m no longer the same person..
2. they are no longer the same person.. bt m nt able to find tht difference.. so still hoping..
whtever may b the reasons.. i become sad.. i shudn't consider thm as my frnds thn..

the complicated case of "net frnds"!!..
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some time later.. may b......